I remember you.
You were in my dream.
I don't know why,
But that's what it seemed.

We were together
It was one long night
Walking with two others,
Seeing bright lights

You wore a shirt, it was black
Same color as my jeans, not slacks
I couldn't remember the shirt I wore
This dream though, it felt real, I'm sure

We were walking on a path of rocks
Looked at each other, had small talks
You held my hand, I wasn't sure why
But it was as if I was yours, and you were mine

Entered the house, we removed our socks
We were both tired from the long walks
Still holding my hand, you pulled me inside
As if you thought I was leaving, but nope, I stayed right by your side

As we entered the room, there were lots of mattresses
Scattered on the floor, well, they weren't really a mess
We saw the two others, each of them in individual beds
And we thought, it's finally time for us to rest our heads

As we were going to bed, you sat beside me
You looked at me, you smiled, it was full of glee
We talked, we laughed, we felt so free
It's as if we've known each other forever, as if there's more to see

You held me on my shoulder, your eyes were locked on me
I smiled at you, you smiled again with glee
What happened next? Oh right, we shared a kiss.
I don't know why, but now, it's something I miss.

I woke up from that dream, crying.
It was one in the morning.
I didn't know why, but it felt so real.
And at first, it wasn't really a big deal.

But as days, weeks, months went by,
I really don't know why,
But I couldn't look at you the same,
Because my heart's slowly screaming your name

In that span of months, I occured two more dreams
With you, with us, and just so you know, it seems
That I'm scared of this, I'm scared of everything
I'm scared of us, I end up overthinking

Until now, I tend to disregard the feeling
Because tolerating it could be misleading
I'm a happy yet problematic human being
Afraid of my own choices and the risks I'm taking

But whatever I'm feeling right now,
As much as I want to tell you somehow...